The title explains it all..

I just dont fucking understand... Some of the people on this site, dont get that I DO NOT live in the STATES and therefore know differently on rules and such that change from country to country. I try to explain myself and all i get is OMG STFU Malk, no one cares. I know it's pointless to even post this cause its just going to get deleted and or get me suspended again. MEH!

This place feels less and less like a place i wanna be more and more. I try to get along with everyone, i really fucking do, but it seems the rest of ya all have this opinion of me where i "no it all". When in fact it's spelt Know. But anyways. I know I am strong with my opinions on certain matters and here's the thing, maybe i do know more about certain things than maybe you do, are ya jealous? Is that why you start fights with me and get everyone to jump all over me? It's fucking lame! I come here to try and have a nice chat with people and some of ya will have a nice chat with me, Fallen, Grot, KK, and others, but some of ya just seem to think that I just wanna fight ya. No that is not the case, i just have different views, know different things. I didnt know that in the states that if a person cannot afford treatment for their animal that they can sign it over to some higher power (dont know who it is was never explained) and they would take care of it. In that cause in Canada if you can't afford to treat a cureable ailment the only 2 options are put the animal down or take it home and have it suffer. There is no ruling in canada that all sick animals must be treated, and unfortunately owners of an animal can have it put down because they just dont want it, and we have to do it, if the owner wants it done, it has to be done. But whatever.

I was looking forward to coming on here and talking about my vacation to people, and telling them on how they could get as great a deal as I did, but it seems that most of ya all just wanna tell me to stfu! So this is malk S'ingTFU because that is what is wanted. I will not be back. To those that I made relationships with I will miss you, and to those that for some reason hate me, well i got nothing to say.

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Hey all,

When i am in the wrong, I admit to it, and my actions a couple of days ago were wrong and disrespectful to certain members of this chat. I would like to apologize for my actions at this time cause they were uncalled for no matter what mood I am in. I should have just stopped and I didn't. I only have myself to blame for the "punishment" i was given.  Only a few days ago I was perching OGLC4LIFE with Rod in main chat then i go and break the #1 rule.  My anger and my condition get the best of me sometimes but that is NO EXCUSE for what I had done.

Alright enough of that shit, LETS PARTY MOFOS!!!!!!

As i sit here bored as usual, and everyone seems to be away in the main chat, I got to thinking about what was said about me the other day by 2 members of this site that will remain nameless.

Those 2 in question said that I was "a very negative person" and one went as far to say that "Now she knows why she never gopt to know me better".  Now I am a negative person, but not 100% of the time. I have the belief that life sucks and then you die. Is it so wrong to think that way? Now i could be a positive person and fake that i am this happy-go-lucky dude that loves everyone and everything, but that ain't me!  You also have to take into consideration that i am also Bipolar, and change moods very easily and become so very depressed that suicide is the main thought on my mind.  Now granted when i am of clear thought of mind suicide is never an option, NEVER!  Now i can give you all a sob story about my life and make you all cry and wanna hug me, but that would just make me wanna tell you all the fuck off, lol! I am the type of person you need to take with a grain of salt, cause you never know (even i don't) what i am going to say next.  All i can tell you is if i don't like you, i won't hide the fact, because i am an upfront in your face person, who loves the cliff's edge and thinks what it would be like to take that leap off it.  If ya wanna really get to know me and see what makes me tick... send me a personal message, you'll get more info that way, i tend not to air my "dirty laundry" in public, just not who i am. But i am all for bringing to the attention of the public a person who is being a complete as and using rules for their own gain, against some but not all! Anyways this is long enough, and ya'll are getting fucking sick of reading this shit.... Like anyone reads this shit anyways!